Last week wasn't just an ordinary week, it was an emotional, interesting, and tough week. But, i learned a lot from last week, how you can dissapoint the people you care about. It was tough, last week started off with a problem and it just started growing and growing, and it was all mashed up, that it leaded to that morning on friday... Yes, we broke down, but you can tell that we really wanted to be there. We didn't know what will happen, what we will have to do, what will he say... it was just filled with wonders. On friday morning we had a talk, and disscussed it. It was hard in the morning to really tell what was going on, because that feeling of dissapointment isn't really a feeling you wanna feel, it feels like a broken heart. Espicially when it's from someone you really really care about. That friday morning me and my peer waited in silence, and that question he asked... "Are you guys ready to hear this?" "Make sure your ready, because this is maybe something you don't really wanna hear..." He said something simaliar and when he said that i could tell me and my parthner really wasn't ready, but i knew that me and her wanted it to get done. So, he began the disscusion. Me and my peer had chances to talk and get in the disscussion, and he asked us questions, he made us really understand what was going on, and our feelings were really showing. After the morning disscussion on friday was done, i had my first period there... During my period, i was glad to hear his voice improve from the morning. It made an impact on my whole day, and i felt a little weight come off my shoulders. During the rest of the period we played games, talked for a while, and did other things. Then the day went by... and then afterschool. While i was on the computer, we had another talk, this one was more calm, and this was the one when no one broke down so we can really tell what was happening... he asked us indiviually, and no one was watching us. it felt more opened, and we really shared out our feelings. We really got to talk more and see it in our different point of veiw. It really showed how we felt and this is when the problem came to a conclusion. After the talk the problem was done. got over it. no more. After that something else unexpectedly happened, a hug. A hug, is like a medicine that can cure a feeling. I really appreciated that hug. This was a learning expirience.
Now, this week, It's good and happy. and i want that to stay until 8th grade year is done, and so on. ♥
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